What if I had the same taste in guys now as I did…
in 8th grade?
c u l8r boi..
a high school freshman?
jocks, jocks, jocks, jocks, jocks, jocks, EVERYBAAADDAYY.
mixed raced boys who somehow looked white.
dancers/class clowns/guys my girl friends didn’t know and my guy friends didn’t like.
didn’t even go to my school boys,
where did i even meet these boys boys.
and then.. i was diagnosed with jungle fever.
black, native american, white, asian, mexican, shit i was the united nations.
i was a senior, he was a sophomore, yolo.
a college freshman?
yeee, ah hahhh you know what it is,
black and yellow, black and yellow.
i also did a project on cougars and really got into it.
a second year?
well black is impractical and overrated.
yellow is probably where i’m destined.
i must transition…
black —> brown —> yellow ?
BROWN IT IS!
and now i’m just into myself.
I hope this pieces together once the writing is finished.
Where to begin? Possibly the beginning I suppose.
You know those people who kind of are just bad people? Granted, there are some people that are annoying, that are dumb, that get put into bad situations due to naivete..
And then there are people who are just bad, inside and out.
These people are usually blessed with good looks, which makes the situation much more difficult for people to see with their superficial eyes, but I am telling you that I have 20/20 vision when it comes to these types of people.
I am an English major; I can read anything like a book.
Anyway, these bad people are greedy. They are selfish, they are careless, and they are self-centered. They are the reason why girls are insecure about holding onto their boyfriends. They are the reasons why nice guys turn into ass holes. They are the reasons why girls turn into psychos.
Greed + self-centered-ness = An attention seeking person.
Attention seeking person X attention given due to good looks = cocky attention seeker who thinks it’s okay to seek attention because he/she will undoubtedly receive it.
Where am I going with this? Who knows.
All I know is that I’m frustrated because people are bad. People help people cheat. People cheat. People don’t feel guilty. And the fact of the matter is this:
People get away with it.
Sometimes I just want to shake sense into People and tell them that they are not just people, but they are BAD PEOPLE.
And of course, who am I to judge if YOU are a bad person? Am I saying that I am not a bad person? Nope, I’m saying none of this.
But I know damn well that I never have nor will fall under any of the characteristics that describe BAD PEOPLE.